Intimacy

Generally it's hard to leave girls. I've noticed a marked lack of help when, for reasons which will perhaps come to the surface later on, I feel compelled to go. The act of walking out takes an effort of determined will. It's like walking through a pool of caro syrup, each movement is willed to be done.
This, though an interesting addition, is not what I am here to write about. The topic is this: it seems that it is an ability of humanity to, via the mutual, active effort of conscious opening up, to merge ones soul {identity} with that of another person and thereby come to a relationship of love.
I don't want to flesh out the details of how I came to this revelation, but I will note that this revelation marked the culmination of successive layers of spiritual intimacy. It was the point at which I had to stop and ask myself what I really felt I ought to do about being in love.